Christmas Blues Mommy has had alittle bit better christmas time having someone in her life now but between the joy there is still so much sorrow..mommy feels bad also that i haven't gotten to your site as much as i used too but i am there at least twice a month and i think of you every day honey..mommy got your special angel each year its a special angel from a company called Sarahs angels they are the most special an beautiful angels that mommy has ever found it is really hard to find nice angels that are boys honey..the woman at the store knew mommy was coming in looking for you i only go in each christmas since you left but she remembered me:) I think its cus mommy gets alittle teary when i go look for your angel..i am very picky it has to be just right cuz it is from me to you sweety..i will get over to see you soon my sweet to wish you merry christmas..remember to lay your head next to mine at night an to catch mommys tears as they fall for they are all for you my sweet i love and miss you so much my special angel.. mommy(Andra Cushing) |